Psalm 32
1 Blessed is the one
whose transgressions are forgiven,
whose sins are covered.
2 Blessed is the one
whose sin the Lord does not count against them
and in whose spirit is no deceit.
3 When I kept silent,
my bones wasted away
through my groaning all day long.
4 For day and night
your hand was heavy on me;
my strength was sapped
as in the heat of summer.
5 Then I acknowledged my sin to you
and did not cover up my iniquity.
I said, “I will confess
my transgressions to the Lord.”
And you forgave the guilt of my sin.
6 Therefore let all the faithful pray to you
while you may be found;
surely the rising of the mighty waters
will not reach them.
7 You are my hiding place;
you will protect me from trouble
and surround me with songs of deliverance.
8 I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
I will counsel you with my loving eye on you.
9 Do not be like the horse or the mule,
which have no understanding
but must be controlled by bit and bridle
or they will not come to you.
10 Many are the woes of the wicked,
but the Lord’s unfailing love
surrounds the one who trusts in him.
11 Rejoice in the Lord and be glad, you righteous;
sing, all you who are upright in heart!
Come Clean
Today is day 24 of consecration. Prayerfully your discipline of devotion is building new pathways to GOD. Our focus today is on coming clean. When I say coming clean I am referencing the act of confessing to the LORD any and all areas of our lives that deviate from the plan the DIVINE has for us. Reflect for a moment on lifting weights. A twenty pound weight may be easy to lift at first. It may have little affect on you. But try carrying that weight around throughout the day. Then think of carrying it throughout the week. Eventually it will wear you down. Your arm will tire and even your legs will get weary. Soon your whole body will ache. In this same way sin is a weight that can begin to wear us down. One of the challenges of sin is we often try to hide it. We don’t want anyone to know we are weak. Never let them see you sweat we say. This is especially true for leaders. At first we may not feel affected, until we do. Guilt and shame often follow. Acknowledging this the Psalmist delivers good news and an encouraging word for us all.
Our text from Psalm 32 begins with the end in mind. The end is the joy from being forgiven and set free. The catalyst is the grace of YHWH experienced after confessing and coming clean. The writer begins by saying “blessed is the one whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered”. From this affirmation, the Psalmist speaks of carrying the weight of sin without confession. This weight felt like the hand of the LORD pressing down in the hot summer sun. In essence it felt like wearing a winter coat in 100 degree heat. Some of us are withering away because we fear vulnerability. We try to cover up thinking nobody will find out. What we often miss is if nobody finds out and we still know slowly incrementally it wears us down. The Psalmist goes on to give a word. of encouragement by writing, “I said, I will confess my transgressions to the LORD and YOU forgave the guilt of my sin.”
Having the guilt of our sin forgiven is an awesome relief. Too often YHWH has forgiven us and we are still struggling with forgiving ourselves. No matter what you have done, YHWH is faithful and offers forgiveness. Once forgiven let us declare like the Psalmist, blessed are those whose sins are covered. Come clean with the LORD my friends and release any and all weights that may be grounding you when you are meant to fly. Come clean.
Points to Ponder: In what ways are you being weighted down? Are you trapped in failure to forgive yourself? Who are are failing to forgive? An Action item for today is honestly and earnestly forgive yourself for not forgiving others. Then forgive others.